After living in this world for 21 years, I have learnt that life is just not fair. As much as I try to make things fair for the people around me, there is really no way I can dictate the flow of some events.
For a lady my age I believe that I have seen and experienced many things. Some joyous, some heart breaking. And due to the fact that many people has already broken my heart, I try my best not to do the same to others. As a result I put in effort to fulfill everyone's expectations of me. I want to become a better person by making all those around me happy and smile at the thought of me, to remember me as someone nice and as someone close to their hearts.
Yet, I still broke his heart. I made him cry and experience despair. I made him feel all those emotions that I swear I would never let one experience.
I am really sorry that things have to turn out this way. I just pray that his wounds would heal fast, and be happy again. This is the least that I can do to not be a bad person.
How can I be a better person when I just break people's hearts,
Qing
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