Hmm...
I am someone who gets jealous quite easily. When I get very jealous, normally I would feel very small and insignificant, then cry as a form of self-pity.
Even though after so many relationships, I still cannot seem to learn how to control my emotions and not to feel sour over little things. Maybe its because I feel insecure all the time, or maybe I don't have any confidence in myself at all... Maybe its precisely because of the many betrayals that I have experienced before that make me so suspecting all the time...
Every action that results from my jealousy makes me hate myself, as if I am behaving like a ten year old. But I can't help it... I need someone to share my woes with, so as to dilute the jealousy that I feel...
Jealous,
Qing
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