Adulthood...

I am turning 21 this year, in just a couple of months, and I dread it.

Why do you want to push me into becoming an adult when I don't want to be? Especially when I feel that adulthood is not an issue. Especially when I thought that it was my little girl's heart that attracted you in the first place. Furthermore, attacked by the harsh realities of the adult life in the day, can't I have the luxury of behaving like a child at night?

It is not that I cannot behave like an adult. I can be matured and sensible if I want to be. But in front of the man that I love, I really want to put down my shield, and be the girl that I am. This side of me is unique, I don't want to lose it, even though it has caused me to lose many others before you. Stubborn I am, but determined I will still be.

What I can give you is probably love, and only love. Be assured to receive tonnes of it, but also do not be surprised if you receive nothing else. Because I believe the love encompass it all, do I need to explain further?

So what I need from you is also love. Tonnes of it would be nice, but loadfuls would suffice. Because I believe love is honest and giving, do i need to say more?

If you cannot give what it takes,
Qing

P.S. I can do the travelling too, you know.